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Monday, November 30, 2009 11:38 pm
accomplished listen, ♥  all are welcome in this place. done with Tess. (: i'll work on Econs before heading out and complete it by this weekend? i'm praying hard i do. i remembered 2 quotes by hard. :D one frm each book. (x Wuthering Heights ; you said i killed you, haunt me then. - Heathcliff Tess of the D'Urbervilles ; i was a child when i left 4 months ago. - Tess i'm gonna meet BFF and Babe tmr. (: i'm so excited and i'm praying that they love the present i'm giving them. :D i need to exercise. ): i need to lose weight. ): Voda's returning soon. :D -bounce bounce bounce- i miss you Voda, alot. BestFriend, come home soon. ): i miss you, you know? i'll put my wish list up, someday. definitely before Christmas that is. (: where love is found. MARTHA!
1:29 pm
fantasy listen, ♥  in all that i do. HOT GUYS ARE A LIVING FANTASY. i'm so close to reaching my goal. :D Tess is sucking my blood dry. ): 991 post, 9 more to go. :D cause i'll have you at heart. MARTHA!
Sunday, November 29, 2009 11:03 pm
shhh listen, ♥  you dun knw why. you forced me to the corner, you tried to push your luck. and whn i snap, its my fault for being mean. seriously, i dun have all the time and energy to entertain you in such a way. i'm sick and tired of being nice to you. i'm tired of being mean to those i love. i'm sick of hearing you whine like a swine. Dude, get a life please. i dun really care abt what you're doing. i dun wanna be updated abt your happenings. dun push me to the limit cause i'll decide to leave once and for all. i'm done with Wuthering Heights and am working on Tess before Econs and thn Bio before Chinese. i'll revise everything over again aft i'm done. take my hand, never let go. MARTHA!
6:10 pm
): listen, ♥  you'll never understand. I WISH I COULD MAKE THINGS RIGHT. things will get better. MARTHA!
6:03 pm
-.- listen, ♥  things would get better. UNAPPRECIATED. LOUSY. HURT. why is everyone doing this to me? ): all i want is another chance to make things right. would you grant me the opportunity to do so? - J. go fark the wall please. like never before. MARTHA!
Saturday, November 28, 2009 12:21 am
resentment listen, ♥  cause it'll never be mine. i hate the fact that what belongs to me would eventually be taken away from me and given to someone else. i hate the way things always turn out to be the worse instead of the best. i hate the fact that i never have anything nice while others have all that they ever wanted. i know life is unfair, but this is more thn i can bear. i cannot keep numbing myself to feel alive. i hate this life, i hate myself so much for being nice. i hae being taken for granted but people never fail to do that to me. i hate waiting like a fool but time and again, i find myself doing so. i believe i dun deserve such treatments and that i deserve better. i hate this feeling for having no sense of belonging, at home, in school, everywhere! i hate the fact that i have to numb myself time after time. i wanna know that i'm alive for a reason and not because i've numbed myself to face what is coming my way. it's not fair, it really isnt. it's not fair being in doubt time and again. it's not fair i never get to see the sunshine in someone's eyes. it's not fair i have to doubt just to survive. i dun wanna carry on living life like this. i dun wanna go on wondering why everyone has left. i dun wanna think that i'm that important, letting reality hit me hard at the end. i wish i was someone better. my life is mine to live and you can call me whatever you want to, cause i'm numb towards everything you people have put me through. FARK WHAT I'VE SAID. cause you put up quite a show. MARTHA!
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 1:26 pm
bangkok listen, ♥  i missed you terribly. i guess its high time i update abt Bangkok and put an end to the waiting. :P thn i can do all my hmwrks and study peacefully. :P (i sound as though i'm gonna die, LOL) Thailand being a Buddhist country, opened my eyes to all the happenings and the massive commitment they have towards nt just their God but to their King. it amazes me hw they actually worship a man that is still alive and kicking. cultral shock i guess, cause we'll nvr see it in Singapore. comparing living standards, Thailand is definitely no where near Singapore and i'm praying that they can improve on their lives and better their standard of living cause its really sad seeing children having to beg. ): (i have compassion okay) their transportation is no where near ours is their air is polluted like zomg, you cannot imagine the state that they live in. yes, there are times whn you pity them and your heart start to break seeing the way they live but i guess this is part of parcel of life. and the way we really differ from them. i thank God that i wasnt force to be brought up in Thailand. there, we live like Kings and Queens but the fact reamains, we'll always miss Singapore and crave for all the things that we complain abt, day in and out. i missed Nanny so much. ♥ i did feel a little home sick having eaten all the food that wasnt exactly appealing. a week felt like a month for a moment. the shopping was great, i swear. the food wasnt fantastic at all. the air was so polluted i wanted to cry. the people were nt exactly friendly and i hate the fact that no one understands what i'm trying to say and start staring whn we speak in english. i knw its their country and they speak Thai but i think they shld really learn english cause its an international language? idk, it just amazes me hw tourist go arnd speaking whn they dun understand. still, Thailand wasnt that bad at all. at least i had a little more fun thn i would have in Singapore. at least i could spend more time with my Parents. and lastly, i get to take the plane for the first time. (: i learnt so much more thn textbooks can provide and i'm thankful. i knw some day, they'll be able to better themselves. i would love to go bck some day, idk whn but some day. and i wish, they could develop at a faster pace cause it hurts to see the people living in poverty. its more thn we could ask for. MARTHA!
12:45 am
damn listen, ♥  for all you're worth. i havent started studying since i return frm Bangkok and i deserve to die for nt having started. tsk tsk tsk, i will start tmr. i have to do my gp, read Tess and thn Wuthering and off to Bio before my H2s. ): sigh, i have so much to do in so little time. extend my holidays please? no one's prepared for year 2 at all. ): everyone's nt ready for A lvls at all. no one's busy studying cause its holidays and i feel equally lazy but am trying. i'm done with the wrapping of presents. all i have to do nw i study, meet my friends, hangout and much much more! tuition on thursday! ♥ thats what i'm looking forward to. i'm so tired, i shld head to bed soon. (but i cannot sleep cause) 1. i saw the most disgusting thing in my life. (okay, let's nt talk abt that) 2. i have to wake up early tmr. ): 3. i need to be motivated. ): 4. so much is running through my head. 5. i'm pissed with facebook. (thanks for being such a bitch at this time) okay, need to charge my phone. GOODBYE&GOODNIGHT! (: Voda, i miss you. ♥ BestFriend, i miss you. ♥ whn the going gets tough, press on. ♥ boy, i miss your kisses. MARTHA!
Monday, November 23, 2009 12:05 am
HELLO listen, ♥  you're nt worth dying for. 2 weeks down, abt 7 weeks to go. i need to start studying and doing my hmwrks, catch up with my lovely friends and have fun, go shopping and enjoy myself. all in the 7 weeks that is left. Bangkok was all good. (: shopping was fun but the air was rather bad. the food was nt the least bit fantastic but i had the experience of a life time and i'm thankful. :D (i promise to update soon. jet lag) i bought alot of stuff but spent my money mostly on presents. i'm practically BROKE! allowance in abt 20 days? and idk if i get any. ): i need sleep now. i have loads of pictures to resize thanks to Mummy who couldnt stop snapping. CHEER UP BUNNY! you knw iloveyou. :D GOODNIGHT! xoxo, i'm moving but i go no where. MARTHA!
Thursday, November 19, 2009 11:14 am
bangkok listen, ♥  i miss my friends, i bet you miss me too. :P Bangkok has been fine. (: i love shopping here cause its so cheap. shall do an elaborate update whn i get bck. till thn, dun forget to miss me. :D xoxo, MARTHA!
Saturday, November 14, 2009 10:32 pm
goodbye listen, ♥  GOODBYE SINGAPORE! :D miss me cause i'll miss each and everyone of you. i'll try to get a gift for everyone. (: GOODBYE! :D xoxo, MARTHA!
Friday, November 13, 2009 11:33 am
:D listen, ♥  that settles my desire for you. the bubble tea i bought taste awful, i wanna die. i knw i'm gonna balloon drinking it, but i cannot help but buy it. ): okay, i knw i need to exercise. i'll hit the gym whn i return to Singapore, promise. anyway, physio is in the gym. :P okay okay, i'll be more hardworking. anyone wants to study aft i return? (: i need to catch up with loads of stuff. ): anyone, anyone, anyone? :D i wanna watch my hongkong drama aft i'm done with my GP revision. i need to start on my bio and H2s as well. i feel so insecure whn people idk talk to me. pffft, goodbye. (: need to head to Jurong Point to return a book cause its due date. -.- i wanna find Twin, if she tells me what time her break is and if i have time to swing by. (: YAY US! (: no matter hw imperfect you are. MARTHA!
Thursday, November 12, 2009 11:05 pm
misses listen, ♥  it hurts to lose someone precious to you, i knw because i've been through it. and nw, i feel as though i'm bleeding inside. i miss you, you know? i swear Fathin's so strong, i think i would have died. ): xoxo, MARTHA!
6:02 pm
swearitagain listen, ♥  Swear It Again - Westlife. I wanna know xoxo, MARTHA!
5:39 pm
random listen, ♥  where you can always call your home. Dearest Blog, Twin is finally back but I am leaving soon. i'm so excited to leave, i wish i come bck happier and more motivated thn before. 3 essays done, 2 more to go and i'm pleased with myself because i am the only one who actually passed it up. (: i dread going to sch tmr and i'm still confused at my plans. i think i have to work things out soon. my eyes are so tired because i slept so late uploading the pictures. i woke up early this morning planning to return to Tanglin but Gunny called to say she's nt going. and so i went bck to sleep, waking up again to complete my essay before having lunch and thn head for tuition. i am so tired, i can roll on the floor. i love my Girls and i wanna eat now. GOODBYE BLOG, iloveyou. (: my watch broke. ): that settles my desire for you. MARTHA!
12:41 am
waiting listen, ♥  you are my fairy tale. i nvr really knew i had so many random pictures. i was browsing through them cause i'm waiting for the pictures we took today to be uploaded into fb. finally got to catch up with BFF and Babe. (: whee, hope we'll meet up soon. i love you girls! :D anyway, i'm done with 2 essays and working on the third. did i mention that? (x wednesday we're in love. MARTHA!
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 2:52 pm
undecided listen, ♥  whn it all falls apart. i completed 2 GP essays and am working on the third but before doing it, i have to do my research. science and technology will kill me slowly, i hate science and technology. 3 more essays to go! :D today is GP paper, i hope everything went well. i need Econs tuition. ): i'm so in need of sleep. ): it's holidays but i'm nt getting enough sleep. i'm thinking of heading to Tanglin tmr before tuition. (: maybe i should. :D just another day. MARTHA!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 6:57 pm
today listen, ♥  i found love admist the pain you put me through. i came home aft physio tired and hungry. i wanted to vomit thanks to the book i was reading on the way home. gosh, that was the worse ride. minus the 4hrs rides that i took the other time. i didnt go to Tanglin today cause i was tired and nt in any mood to. i'm getting better as the weeks go by, am i? i think i am. (: i completed 1 gp essay and am working on another. (: okay, gotta do my work now. a new lease of life. MARTHA!
Monday, November 09, 2009 4:54 pm
neat listen, ♥  we use to love so strong, tell me whr did we go wrong. i've finally done my hsewrk and i'm free frm it till nxt year. :D i'm still wondering what will happen tmr. physio and maybe a visit to Tanglin before home. i'm so tired now, lol. the windows are so clean now. (: i think i'm meeting BalqisLove ltr. (: okay, i need to do my tuition hmwrk soon. oh, i'm done cleaning the hall and my room. (: AWESOME! my Parents would be so proud of me and both Nanny and Nannygrand are happy that i'm finally cleaning up the untidy hall. :D Twin, i miss you. (x Voda, i love and miss you! BestFriend, come home soon. Sunday, Sunday, Sunday! :D i'm so excited and i pray that it wouldnt rain for the week. Goodbye! :D inspire my broken heart to do more thn it is. MARTHA!
Saturday, November 07, 2009 9:32 pm
jeremy ♥ listen, ♥  HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY JEREMY JOSHUA SOH! ♥ hope you have a great great day and enjoy yourself truck loads. we may nt be as close as before, but in many different and special ways, just knw that i love you for who you are and what you strive to be in life. indeed, life has its ups and downs and we have faced many difficulties together. stand strong and hold on cause we all know, God will provide. (: its your last year in Poly before heading to the NS and its no doubt that we'll miss you in tiny ways despite nt having you arnd every single day. keep rocking Brother cause in my life, i'll nvr meet someone like you. and even if we let one another down in small ways, i knw we'll come bck stronger to stand by one another. iloveyouJeremy! ♥ xoxo, MARTHA!
11:46 am
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